Today is Sunday. I got scolding early in the morning after I woke up. Anyway I don't wish to talk about it. My whole family went to paragon to have our lunch and I ordered mee goreng. It was delicious. At first, I had a hard time deciding which one should I choose to eat and indeed I chose the right food and I enjoyed eating it. I ate mango pudding as my dessert while my brother ate ice kacang. We went to Tanglin mall and bought organic food. They were so expensive because they are organic. There is no doubt about it. Then we went to have our tea break. After that we went to supermarket to buy some stuffs while my grandparents went to granny's house. We then went home.

Today I had taken MYE english paper1 and SS. I felt that I did them fairly. Luckily that I had read through the notes that teacher gave for SS as my friends asked her if it was tested and she said that we just need to know. During the exam, it came out and I had forgotten but I managed to remember a few points and I just elaborated on them. Anyway I had cleared this subject and have to forcus on the subjects that are coming up soon. I had to study real hard for geography so even if I didn't manage to pass SS, I still have geography to help pull up the marks. After school, we went to westmall and took a walk and went home. Xiuyun came to my house and chatted about anything. I went to bathe after she went home. I was scolded by my grandma for complaining to my mum about my brother playing computer. Why am I always the 1 getting scolded? Everything that I had done were wrong? Why is she always standing on my brother's side and not mine? Is she bias towards guys? What wrong with girls, why am I always wrong? Nothing that I had done were correct, do you mean that? Why is him not getting scolded when he had done something wrong? I don't understand at all. This thing had been bothering me for a long time just that I don't want to say. Anyway I don't feel like saying because it will only spoil my mood. I want to have a cheerful and carefree person. Thats all!

Today is aready Thursday and tomorrow will the first paper for MYE. I will be having SS tomorrow and I have to study tonight. Time passes real fast and MYE is here now. I am really worried on subjects that I am weak in. I have to work very hard. School was alright for today. After school, Xiuyun came to my house and we studied together. I studied for about 1 page and more and I stopped studying and had a good laugh with her. We looked at the year book of our school. We looked at the transform of faces from sec.1 to now. We are aready sec.4 and no longer a small kid. They looked really funny as when we are in sec.1, we dressed till a nerd pupil. Some shirts were tucked in until the waist band can be seen, some wore the stocks till very high and the hairstyle. They looked so funny. There is a really big transform from the last time to now. We couldn't stop laughing at all. We were mad. After laughing, I felt refresh and I am able to study now. I think I should go now as I had not finish studying. Hope that the SS will be an easy paper tomorrow!

Today I got back my geography test and I flunked the test. I got only 9/25. Haiz...I felt so sad about it. It was my first time failing geography test. Somemore I got the same marks as Clara, how could it be? I must get higher than her. I will work harder in the Mid Year Exam. In my class, 3 people passed the test and the rest flunked. Chinese teacher never come again today and I am waiting for him to give tips for Mid Year Exam. Please come next Wednesday as it will be the last lesson before Mid Year Exam. I got SS notes and I felt happy as I had summarised notes for me to learn for Mid Year Exam. SS exam will be on this Friday. I better open my ears and pay attention to the last SS lesson tomorrow. Anyway I got to go now to complete my homework.

Today is Tuesday aready and Mid Year Exam is getting nearer. It is just this Friday, my favourite day. I am looking forward to SS lesson as teacher may give us tips but too bad, she wasn't here today. Luckily we were not given the physics test as I haven't study and I can fail badly for the test. I got back my physics file, I am so happy if not I had to re-do everything again. I had math test and I can't do a few questions. I better work harder to get good grades. Xiuyun and Yeesan waited for me for 1hr 30min. Thanks for that! After that we went to westmall to top up my card and get the thing that my mother asked me to help her buy. We went home after that. Xiuyun came to my house and then we discussed about where we should go and have fun after exam. Actually we are thinking about going to kbox but my mum objected about it. I just want to sing and I also want to listen to Xiuyun's singing. Anyway I had to drop this idea now. Maybe after exam, we will discuss it again.

I am quite free today as there is no test tomorrow but had homework to be completed. Should be going now.

Today is an interesting day. During Chinese lesson, Abel told me about Glenna and we chatted for the whole of 2 periods. PE lesson was just as fun, Yijie, Sheautong and me talked about many things while we went sitting in the field so PE lesson was our chatting time. During recess, we ate together except Adeline. We ate hurriedly as she was buying food and we don't like her so I ate quickly and was rather the fastest. We walked away just like that after we finished eating. English lesson was just as boring as before, felt very sleepy during this lesson. We are always doing Ten Year Series and it was really boring. I had my POA test today as I nearly couldn't finish it in time. I rushed through the test and it appeared quite alright to me. I could get the gross profit, fixed assets, long-term liabilities and current liabilities but couldn't get current assets and net profit. I am quite sure that I will pass but could not get high marks. I will work hard for Mid Year Exam. I managed to finish the VE project in time and handed up today. That Zhiming kept distracting me. He was a nuisance.

After school, I waited for Xiuyun to have her oral. I waited her at westmall and we ate at KFC. I never eat as I wanted to save money. we waited there for her and she came to KFC and looked for us. Then we walked around westmall and I bought a ear stard. After that we went home.

Today is Saturday. Nothing special about today. I went to tuition and I wore the roxy tee with the shorts and I thought that I looked wierd. My mum asked to wear the jacket and the weather is so hot. People must be thinking that I had something wrong up there. I went to meet Xiuyun and when I reached her block, I took out the jacket as I am aready swetting. Then we went to tution together. After tution, Xiuyun and me walked away quickly from Clara. As if she was a ghost like that. I think that she should know that we don't like her and staying away from her. It was so obvious. When she reached the lift, we walked down the stairs and I am quite sure that she saw us walking down the stairs. I really dislike her. Then we went to buy tibits and eat as we walked home. I played maplestory so as to level up faster. I think I should go now.

Today is my favourite day, the day that I am always looking forward to every week. School was just as usual as before. I am given quite a number of homework especially Math. I also have to learn my POA test by this weekend on partnership. It was rather an easy topic as I understood it. I think that my POA is deproving and I got to work hard and score well for every test. After school, I rushed home to get prepared to go out. I bathed and ate. I am ready by 2pm and yet Xiuyun was so late. She was ready at 2.30pm. Anyway she is always late, never will she be early. When we got to Holland Village at 3.30pm and I went to buy my shirt and we took a walk at Holland Village. There was nothing to shop so we went home quite early. Then I went to book badminton court. Xiuyun came to my house and chatted with me. We talked and laughed. I gave her a black spaggetti stripe as I could not wear. Her figure matched the spaggetti stripe as she was fair so it matches her. She went home after that.

I ate my dinner aready and I think I wanted to sleep as I am very tired. Will de my homework tomorrow!

Today is a wonderful day. On our way to school, Xiuyun told me that Johnathan likes her. Wow its cool! It was a good thing that somebody likes her. I felt happy for her. Yeesan told me that she broke up with TW. It was strange as she never tell me that she had a stead. I thought that they are not suitable for each other as I think that Yeesan is taller than him if I am not wrong. Then I am quite sure that he was not serious with her.

I had a good news. My parents are bringing me for a tour to Hongkong this coming June holiday. Actually they wanted to go on December holiday but the weather will be cold over there and there will not have alot of shopping. We are definitely going as my dad had taken leave for that period. I am very excited about it as I am shop as much as I want. My whole family is going. I had been waiting for this day a long time ago. The whole family can finally go holiday together. The last time we went together was 5 years ago. I am going forward to that day and time will pass very fast from next month onwards as I am going to take my Mid Year Exam and after that teacher will give back the exam scripts. Most of the time will be spent on checking the scripts and I will have free time to do whatever I want but for now, I will concentrate on my studies and score well to make the tour worth it.

Basically, school was fine and nothing special to talk about. I still think that Zhiming is a really strange person. Anyway I don't want to about him. Tomorrow is Friday, my favourite day! Time passes real fast and the week is ending. I think that we should teasure time and not waste it, once its gone, its gone. Should be going now!

Today is indeed a nice day as there were many funny things happened. Lessons were pretty boring and I almost fell asleep during Chemistry lesson. I got back my SS and Math tests and I scored 11.5/18 for SS and 25/30 for Math. I thought that I should have done better and I am quite satisfied with my Math test. I hoped I can do better the next time. Lessons became more interesting when it came to Chemistry remedial. There was no teacher in the classroom and we were all discussing and copying answers from one another on the worksheet that teacher assigned us to do. Zhiming always copy my answer. Later, Yijie asked him if there was Chinese remedial and he said that he don't know. Then I added in saying that he is not fit to a the rap. Haha! He had got nothing to talk back. He is strange and KHW is another strange person. He met me at the staircase and he walked with me to the locker. I thought he would go back to his class first but I didn't. I told Xiuyun something but I had no idea what he was talking so I didn't care at all. He is not gentleman at all, don't even know how to help me take some. He loved to quarrel with me and it was so easy to defend him.

I never bring my Chinese textbook as I left it in locker so Abel shared with me. He is very gentleman. At that time, it was raining heavily outside so there was thunder going on and on and it was rather so I covered my ears. Haha he told me to overcome it. Well I only afraid the loud thunder. I cover my ears to prevent getting frightened by it. After school we went home and luckily for today, the rain wasn't very heavy. It was better than yesterday. My shoes were not very wet so I could still wear it to school tomorrow. Got to go and study now.

Today during PE lesson, I was not asked to take the re-test for the 2.4km run. I thought that teacher had misunderstood it as I am supposed to run. Anyway even if I had to run, I am not able run as I am not feeling well. I felt giddy in the morning. I kept wanting to lie on the table and when I closed my eyes and opened again, I felt even more giddy. I don't know why is that so. I felt better after PE lesson where I was sitting there and sun tent.

During recess, Clara sat with us and eat, Xiuyun and me told her that the seats were taken up and yet she still sat with us. It was so obvious that we don't like her and why she kept sticking to us. It made me to dislike her even more. Anyway we had thought of a way to get rid of her. I got back my POA test and I scored 24/30. I am satisfied with my results, at least I had pulled up the marks which I flunked in the previous test. Upper secondary had our assembly and I get to enjoy the musical from other countries. It was rather a nice music and I do enjoy it.

At 3pm, I had English Prelim oral examination. I could read with fluency but had a short pause in between some words. I was not asked to describe the picture instead he asked me question and I answered. Some question he asked, I could not answer but to just think of some and answer. I cracked my brain and thought but my mind was a complete blank. I thought that I did fairly. After oral, I had a chat with my friends in the class and we were all laughing about the answer that we answered to the examiner.

It was raining heavily and yet we went home. We went to the terminal. Xiuyun didn't bring umbrella so I lent it to her and shared with Xiangying. She wasn't sheltering me and I got my back wet in the end. My shirt was wet and I am feeling very cold. Then Yijie sheltered me and it was better. We went to the terminal and we went to 7 11 to buy tibits. After that we took bus77 home. Xiuyun came to my house and she went home at 6.30pm. Going to do me homework now.

Today is the day I longed for because my parents were back. In the morning, I went for my Sunday lesson. We watched movie and it was quite scary. It was telling you that when everybody die, they will get to see different things. After that my brother and me went to buy something that my grandma asked us to and went to cut his hair. When I got home, I went to watch an entertainment series. Then I went to do my homework but I can't do the POA question so I leave it till tomorrow and ask my friend to teach me. A while, my parents were back and they bought me three shorts and a roxy tee. I loved it alot especially the tee, somemore it is sleeveless but when I wore it, it is quite nice.

I watched the charity show at night after dinner. Too bad, my favourite idol 2moro didn't sing my favourite song Qian Zhe Ni. Tomorrow I am having my English oral exam so I haope that I could do well. Wish me all the best and got to go now.

Today is a pretty unlucky day for me. Everything don't seem to go to the way that I expected it to be. I played computer and watched television in the morning as I intended to do my Math homework during tuition and POA homework when Shirley came and taught me so I had nothing to do. I watched television until around 12pm and I went to eat and bathe. After that I packed my bag and left for my tuition. I met Xiuyun and we went to tuition together. We walked and ate tibits on the way to tuition centre. Tuition was weird today and Clara did not talk during lesson. She was a bit strange. When we left from our tuition, it was raining heavily outside. The rain was heavy and the wind was so strong that we will get ourselves wet even if we had umbrella so we waited for half an hour and we left. When I got home, my legs were wet and my shoes was flooded with water. While walking back, I carried my bag forward so I am afraid that it may get wet as it was my new bag. What an unlucky day! When I got home, Shangen was playing computer with my brother. Then I went to find food to eat as I am hungry. I ate quite alot. Shirley came to my house at night as I wanted to ask her POA but she don't know how to do so we chatted for two hours and we talked about many things. I had a great time laughing and talking. Anyway I always had a great time talking to her and we will always have many things to update each other. We went home at 11pm and here I am blogging and chatting with her on MSN at the same time. Going now...

Today is my day. Actually Yijie wanted to go to Sentosa first then go to Bugis but because Esther never go so she decided not to go. I went to bugis with Yijie and Xiuyun. At first we went to OG to buy our bag. It was raining heavily and we still walked to OG. I got myself wet. My legs were wet and even my hand. Can imagine how heavy the rain was? When we reached OG, we went to buy our bag. It was converse bag and we bought at a 10% discount. I am not regret at all and I was very happy but I did not get to buy my ear stard as it was quite expensive. I decided to save more money before buying. After that we went to Bugis to shop. I went to buy food as we were hungry and went to shop round the place.

We went home and when we were on the bus on our way home, Yijie wanted to go to the toilet urgently as she bought a drink and we drank it all a while before. We got down at Holland Village and she rushed to the toilet. Then we took a walk at Holland Village. We went to Export Fashion and Factory Outlet. I saw a t-shirt that I liked but I didn't buy. Anyway my parents are coming back this Sunday and will see what they bought for me. Xiuyun came to my house and she played my handphone. She broke the record of the Hello Kitty Farm. Then we were talking about the bag and Zhiming. Yijie and Xiuyun kept saying he likes me. Anyway can't assume that it was true. After that she went home.

Today is speech day. I am looking forward to it. Morning I went to school and had lessons till 10.20am. I had stomach cram during lessons and I beared with it till I go home. I bought 100plus to drink as it was so called 'panadol' to me. I drank the whole can and kept going to toilet. I went home after school. I bathe, eat, play computer and watched television before I went out again. I met Xiuyun first and we went to westmall to meet the two girls. After meeting, we took a walk at westmall as we were early. Then we went to food court as they were hungry. Xiuyun and me didn't eat anything as we were not hungry.

Time was almost up and we went to BBCC. The hall was very cold. I beared with the coldness for 4hrs. While watching the performance, I wasn't feeling very cold. The performance was great. I loved it. It was my first time watching the speech day performance. I used to perform in the past three years. It was my chance to watch it. I enjoyed alot even though it was very cold. Now then I get to realise that actually most of the seniors were studying in JC. One of them even get to NJC. He was from band. Maybe I can consider getting into JC.

The performance ended and we went home. I felt very hungry after the programme so I rushed home to eat my dinner and here blogging. I got to go and rest now.

Today is my day although it was Wednesday. Early in the morning at 4am, my parents gone overseas. They went to Hongkong and my dad was just back from Thailand yesterday night. I think he didn't have much rest as they left the house at 4am. I am looking forward to their return as they are buying me something. They are coming back this Sunday. My brother didn't go to school as he said that he was not feeling well. Oh ya! If you are not feeling, why are you still playing computer when you should be resting. He just love to give excuses to my grandma as she always listen to him. I can't be bothered about him. During my Math lesson, my stomach suddenly cram. It was rather painful and I beared with it for an hour before I ate panadol. I am able to bear with the pain as it wasn't too bad as the past few times. I still ate panadol at the end as I wanted to concentrade. I got back my Chinese test and I don't think I faired well as I just passed by a few marks. I got to work harder for it. Yijie flunked and I was shocked as she always get a pretty high marks. Maybe she was just unlucky. I didn't go for choir practice as I don't feel like going. Anyway it was the last lesson for sec.4 and we are stepping down this week. Xiuyun came to my house and we had a short chat then she went home.

Today is counted as the last day of school for the week as tomorrow our school is having annual speech day so there is an early dismissal. I am excited about tomorrow, will update it! I got to go and eat my dinner.

Today is rather a great day for me. There were very interesting things happening in school. Having my normal lessons in school. I attended the talk about the speech day and I am involve in the students audience. The talk was rather boring and we can't bring our bag to the BBCC and have to reach there at 3.30pm when the whole event starts at 5pm. It was unreasonable. Why can't we bring our bag along? What if it rains, how are we going to go back home? Does the school spare a thought for us? Anyway I don't want to talk about that.

My period was here and there was cramps going on and on but I am still able to bear with the pain as it wasn't that bad. I want to avoid taking panadol. Then after the talk, I went for my remedial lesson. We were late by few minutes and teacher was going through the equations which I knew how to do aready. During the remedial, my teacher's hand was dirty as she used her fingers to erase the board and she touched Asmirah's book. We borrowed Asmirah's book as she was not here today. She touched her book and the book was dirty, Sheautong was funny, she rubbed away the dirt whenever teacher touched the book. It was so funny and I couldn't stop laughing. She even asked teacher if she had finished using the book as she can erase all at once. We were in the resource room and were seated in a round table. We girls were all laughing.

After remedial, we went to westmall as Yijie wanted to buy something but she didn't buy anything in the end. Then we went home after that. Xiuyun came to my house and we chatted and laughing at the same time. After she went home, I went to bathe, eat and do homework.

Today is rather a busy day. During Chinese lesson, I took my test and it looked quite ok to me. I had enough time to do and I didn't rush at all. Then during PE lesson, I took the 2.4km test and I flunked by 15sec. If I had not waited for Santhyaa and ran, I would have passed the test. Anyway I will just have to take the retest myself next week. It was quite unlucky for me. During the assembly period in the temporary hall, Miss Liang suddenly asked me out. I began to panick as I thought that she was going to ask me the reasons for not coming Choir practices for so many lessons but I am wrong. I think that she was asking me to help her take the attendance but I told her I had to go for dental appointment. I am relieved. I walked back with my legs trembling as I was nervous. Luckily! I think I better go for the last choir practice this Wednesday as the sec.4 students were stepping down. I am very happy. I do not have to think whether to go for Choir practice again.

After assembly, I went for my dental appointment. I reached there early and was attempted early too. I went in for 5min and came out. He just check my teeth and said something else. Kaixiang sms me and he told me that he was at the Health Promotion Library doing his F&N homework. It was so coincidence that I was just a block beside him. I lied to him that I was at home as I knew that if I told him where I was, he would want to meet me. Anyway I am not interested in him, why should I meet him? He was so desperate to find a girlfriend. Just don't care about him!

After that we took bus174 home. It was quite a boring journey with my people standing in the bus. I got home at 6pm and then I went to bathe, ate my dinner and now blogging. Haha! I got to go and do my homework now.

Today is not a very nice day. I woke up early in the morning to watch television then played computer. When my brother helped me played my maplestory account, he played until died and never even come and tell me. After finding out, I was very frustrated with him as I don't have the luxury of time to play. I had to replay it again. At least if he told me about it, I will not be that frustrated and when I even asked him about him it, he denied. Anyway things gone to his hand will never have a good ending. I am very sure about it. After playing, I went to eat my lunch and watched the comedy show (jie da huan xi). It was nice and funny which is meant for entertainment. I went to bathe and learnt Chinese test for tomorrow. I am half way through as there aren't alot to learn. Then Kaixiang asked me to be his stead. Ta fong le! He don't even know me at all. Its quite ridiculous. Anyway I don't even care about him, I just rejected him. I got to go now.

Today is a normal day as before. Everything goes the same process, nothing special. Early in the morning got scolded by my mum for not sweeping the floor properly, she sounded nasty and I just can't be bothered about it. She only knows how to say me to watch my mouth and yet she doesn't watch hers. Knows how to say people but don't know how to say yourself. She just made me freaked off about it. She doesn't sounded nice to me at all. Why should I speak nicely to you when you just find me being irritating? Anyway I just can't be bothered about it. I would rather sweep floor in school than at home, sweep at home, still need to see your face and get scolded by you. Why should I? In this way, she spoiled my mood for the day.

After that I went to watch television. Channel U didn't showed the campus superstar so I watched scv channel 55. That show was rather funny but I don't think I will continue to watch the show. I went to the tuition in the afternoon and when we went for toilet break, Clara bits Xiuyun's butt. She told me that she was very angry but she just don't want to show her anger. Clara never asked me for my handphone as she used teacher's phone. After we went home, Xiuyun told her mum and her mum helped us change the tuition timing as she doesn't want Xiuyun to be in the same class as Clara. She changed to 4pm. OMG! Its so late and after going back home, I will surely feel very tired. How am I going to do homework at night? We can't change to Friday as its aready full. I still think that Friday will be a good timing.

After coming back from tuition, I am very tired so I went to sleep. I slept for a while and woke up. I went to eat dinner then went to watch television and played computer. I need to go and do homework now so tomorrow I have sufficient time to study for my Chinese test on Monday.l

Today is a fine day with everything fine, nothing much. I had my Nafa test and I flunked my shuttle run because it was a rainy weather and I am afraid if I run too far, I will slip and fall so I ran slightly slower. I even cheated, my friend forged the singature of the teacher so I did 1 less station. I hoped that I won't be asked to go for the re-test tomorrow. I am the only one who flunked the shuttle run. After that we went to KFC and have a bite because all of us were hungry after the test. Then we went home after that.

Xiuyun told me a secret that Mayshan told her. She told me that Mayshan likes me when I was in sec.1 and 2. Yuck! That was the most ridiculous thing that I ever heard. She likes a girl and she admitted to Xiuyun that she was a lesbian last time but not now as she has a boyfriend called "Dalton" from outside. Luckily, I was saved now.

I had to go and do my homework now!

Many things happened today. There are frustrated and happy moments. Lets start with the frustrating moments first. I walked to Xiuyun's block in the morning as usual. I waited for her with Yeesan to go to school together. Then we went to esso to buy delifrance bread and then Xiuyun told me that she don't want to buy aready. I am very frustrated as my mood wasn't good earlier. She should have told me earlier that she don't want to buy, at least I won't be that angry. I can't take it anymore and just walked away. I walked very quickly and when I reached bus stop, bus174 came so I went up. They never take the same bus as me but I don't care about anything that time. She was just like adding oil on my fire.

After school, Sheautong, Yijie, Xiangying and me went to the opposite to buy lunch as I never eat during recess. I drank water to keep away from gastric pain. I bought the same set as my friends. It was cheap and can keep me full. We bought and ate in the canteen. Koh Hong Wei was there with us. He kept talking craps. Then after Jeanell came, the funny moments was here. She kind of quarrelled with him but it was a funny quarrel. We laughed non-stop and Koh Hong Wei had nothing to say. He couldn't talk back so he said that he will tolerate. The way he said was so funny. This was the happy and funny moments.

After that we went to Ngee Ann Poly and it was rather boring but it wasn't as boring as the previous visit. I learnt about the plug was like how to insert the wires into the plug and it was quite interesting. Mine was a bit strange. Then something happened, there was a small explosion and the whole labolatory blackout. It was Liuqian who did it. He plugged in the plu to the switch and he on, it exploded. I was frightened by it and I thought that it was funny.

We went back to school at 4pm+ and I accompanied Yijie to buy her pen at popular. Then we went home.

Today is a normal day for me. Nothing much happened. I had my lessons in school and there was no Chinese remedial as the sec.3N were having their oral so our remedial lesson was cancelled. Xiuyun was not as lucky as me and her classroom was not affected by the oral so she had her remedial lessons as per normal. I did not wait for Xiuyun as the weather was bad, the rain can just come anytime so I decided not to wait for her as it may rain heavily later. I got home at 4pm and saw my brother's friend playing computer. My brother was also at fault too as my mum don't allow him to play the computer in the afternoon. What so big deal even if his friend came, he should tell him that he was not surposed to play at all. My brother loves to argue with me and he wasn't reasonable at all. Oh ya, even if Xiuyun come and play computer, he will definitely don't allow me to play in the night. What a unreasonable guy? He even talked back to me that his friend played, not him so it isn't his business. What a stupid excuses! I am going to prove him wrong. He is always playing the whole day without doing his homework. Well lets see who will win the race in the end. My mum had a deal with us and that is those whose Mid Year Exam result is better, she will reward the person. I accepted the deal. I am going to complain him to my mum tonight. Lets see what will be my mum's response!

Then I switched on the repeated campus superstar. It was the last episode so I watched it again as I had nothing to do. After watching, I went to bathe and do my homework. I managed to complete half of it and I will complete the other half later as now is my relaxing time.

Today is rather a boring day. My form teacher was absent and that meant that we had four free periods. It was great. During recess, I ate bread that Xiuyun brought. It was quite nice and it could last me for a pretty long periods. I asked her to prepare for me tomorrow again. I can save money. I never go Choir practice as many people not going because they were involved in the speech day rehearsal. After school went to westmall with the few guys and Yijie, Sheautong and Xiuyun. We went to KFC and ate our lunch there. Then we went to have a walk. I went to the popular to take a look at campus superstar album. It was nothing much so I decided not to buy. Then we went to converse shop to take a look at the bag that I was eyeing on. I really like that bag. I am saving up to buy. Yijie also likes that bag too. Xiuyun is deciding on whether to buy. I really hope that she will buy with us. I know that my mum will scold me if I buy another bag but I really like it alot. She also has many bags too. Although she is an adult but so what. Teenagers not only study. We can also own something that we like as a collection. Am I right?

Yesterday was Zhiyang the campus superstar. I just don't like him. I supported Teresa and Renfred but too bad, neither of them gets it.

Today is April Fool day but I wasn't fooled by anyone. Haha! I watched the repeated campus superstar in the morning then I went to wash my school shoes. After that, I went to play maplestory as I had not played for quite a long time. Afternoon I went for my Math tuition. Xiuyun today finally dressed like a girl as she always dressed in jeans and t-shirt. We were on time for tuition. Shang En's Math tuition was the same timing as ours. He sent me a April Fool message and was quite funny. Clara asked me stupid question. I am not going to record here as it was rediculous. What is she thinking? Can't a guy who is younger than me get my handphone number? She is so old fashioned. Anyway to me, her mind is not straight although her appearance is nerd. Cannot judge a book by its cover. I shouldn't have told Shang En that i brought my handphone as Clara will know. Actually I wanted to bluff her but can't anymore. I hate her, she likes to compare with me. She compares with those useless things. Examples: marriage, body size etc. She also wants to have a competition. Well lets see who will win with her stink attitude and thinking. I looked down on people like her.

After tuition, we went home and Clara borrowed my handphone. I relantantly lent it to her. When I got home, I ate lots of food because I am very hungry. I did my homework and I left a test to study tomorrow. I was talking to Glenna just now. My brother wanted me to off the computer straight or he will off for me. Why must I listen to him? Anyway he is just my brother, he has no right to talk back. He shouted me to off the computer and I couldn't take his nuisance anymore so I cried as I had bear with him for a long time. He is always like that. Somemore what makes me even more fustrated is that my grandma don't help me. She is always standing on my brother's side no matter right or wrong. Why am I always being blamed? I think that I am right and why she don't help me? Why? So what my brother is a boy? What is so big of being a boy? My brother is always playing computer and yet my grandma kept quiet. Why is she so unfair? No matter what my brother does, she won't scold him even if he is in the wrong. I only did a mistakes and she scolded me. She will say I am useless. When I scored well, she will only say good and nothing else. When it comes to my brother, it will be different attitude. Last time she used to say me useless as I don't score well. Okay then whats so great about my brother? He don't do very well. Its so bias. Why am I always getting blamed and not my brother? Why is he always right and I am wrong? WHY? WHY? WHY? When I hid myself in the room and cried, she never come and comfort me or what. She just left me alone. It will be different if its my brother. She will go and comfort him. She used to do that to me when I was a little girl. Its different now, can't go back to that time again. Never!

I had to go and sleep now. Hope to have a sweet dream to cheer me up!=(