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Monday, July 31, 2006

I'm sick

Today I went to school with my hairband on so I think by doing this can help to cover my rebond hair. I can't hide and my classmates noticed it. They gave good coments about it and I felt very happy. I feel good. That is the kind of feeling I want, I want to feel confident. I don't have to always touch my hair or comb. I look better with the hairband on. I took back my math prep exam result and I am disappointed with myself as I scored only 52/60. That is a lousy mark. I make sure I get a better grade next time. I felt sick today and felt very tired. I have a bit of headache, cough and flu. I coughed for the whole duration of my english paper1 and that Darren kept making fun of me. Is it very funny? I coughed softly just because I don't want to disturb others and I felt terrible. My throat is very itchy and I can't stop myself from coughing. Anyway I felt better now, still can sing. Haha! Not bad, isn't it? I got to go and learn Chemistry now, got a test tomorrow. I will make sure that I will turn up for school because I am also serving my CIP tomorrow at Geylang. We are visiting old folk's home if I am not wrong.

Saturday, July 29, 2006

My hair so straight!

Today I went to tuition at 1pm because I need go for my rebonding treatment in the afternoon. On my way to Xiuyun's block, I saw a couple kissing and hugging. Haha! Its my first time seeing that. Then we went to tuition and felt kind of uneasy because there were many students at the timing and can't really ask teacher questions. Students there were noisy and playing a fool of themselves. I never zip my shorts and Shangen noticed it so he went to the toilet and message me. Haha! Anyway it can't be seen so no worry. Should thank him for informing me. After tuition, Aaron came to pick up Xiuyun as they wanted to do project and I went to do my rebonding treatment. My hair is so straight. It is straighter than I've thought. I think I should put a handband on Monday so it will not be so obvious that I went for rebonding. When I was heading to the salon, it was raining heavily and I am half wet before I even reached. It took 3hrs for the whole process and I am really bored over there as nobody talked to me and Xiuyun went to his house to do project. I sat there starring at myself in the mirror. When I got home, I messaged her and she told me that she only went to house to for half an hour and never do project at all but to play computer. I should be going now as I am not feeling well.

Friday, July 28, 2006

Prep exam

Today I got back my Chinese prep exam paper and I flunked my paper2 but after adding in paper1, I managed to pass. I think my Chinese language is deproving. Maybe is because I spent too much time on my English language and forgot about Chinese. English is very important because if fail English, you got to retain no matter what. That is why I spent so much time on English. I took Physics prep exam and the questions were similiar to the Mid-Year exam question so I could do the paper. Hope that I can pass with flying colours. I am so excited about tomorrow because I am going to have my rebonding treatment. Hope that the effect would be good and can last for a long time. In this way, I don't have to wake up early to wash my hair just because it is not up to my expectation. Haha! Good news tomorrow!

Thursday, July 27, 2006

Finally!!!

Today I took SS prep exam and I think quite be quite alright because I can do them. I never take the 2.4km retest because there is no teacher to conduct the test for us so in the end, I never take the test. Hope I can clear the test as soon as possible. After school, I went to McDonald and ate Mc Furry. Its such a long time since I ate that. Its delicious! I love it. After that I went to westmall and collected the cake for my grandma at bengawan solo. Its my grandparents' friends grandson 1th month. The cake is delicious. After that, Xiuyun came to my house and kept complaining on him and wanted me to think of a way to break up with him. I suggested her to sms him and she really did. He replied and he agreed to break up. Well its finally that they end their relationship or else she has to suffer much more. She was so happy that she hugged me. Haha! Thats not like her. Anyway happy for her!

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

new discoveries

Today I have new discoveries. Aaron actually likes Xiuyun. I am not surprised at all as she always tells me that he behaves a bit strange towards her so I roughly guess that something is not right. I knew that he likes her not long ago. Anyway lets see how she will handle it. Today I had my prep exam for math and it is very simple. I hope to score an A* for it because I have checked my work before handing in and I used the time wisely. I finished in an hour time and I left with half an hour so I used that time to check my work although I am very lazy. I avoid having careless mistakes. I spotted few careless mistakes so I am lucky to have my marks back. Every mark is very precious to me so I won't throw my marks away just like that. It will be a waste. After school, I went to westmall with Yijie and Xiuyun because Yijie wanted to meet her friend so we accompanied her. Xiuyun came to my house after that and she told me lots of negative things about Jonathan. I wonder what she will do next...

Monday, July 24, 2006

Project

Today I took math test which is paper1, a revision test. The paper was hard and some of the questions are really tricky. I spent lots of time on calculation so the time is a bit tied. I have yet to check my paper before handing in because there is really shortage of time. I tried not to make any careless mistakes. I think I am not going to score well for the test and my prep exam math paper1 is just tomorrow. I hope it will be easier. After school, Yijie, Xiangying and Sheautong came to my house and do our CME project which should be handed in 3 weeks time. We have done quite alot today and hope we can finish it ASAP so we can concentrate on prep exam. My teacher told us that we are going to have our CIP on 1th August. OMG! My dental appointment is on that day. I have changed the date few times aready. Why is it so coincidence? I will always have something cropped up on my appointment date. I am frustrated about it. I have to call up and change the date again. School is fine today. Yijie and Sheautong had a cold war in the morning but recovered soon. I knew it.

Sunday, July 23, 2006

Its Sunday again

Today is Sunday. There goes my Sunday lifecycle. I woke up early in the morning and watched the children show. I neither do homework or housework in the morning, just felt very tired and wanted to lie on the comfortable sofa. I ate my lunch and bathed. I started to do my homework in the afternoon when I am more awake after bathing. I did math then POA. I have a hard time doing POA, trying to figure out the question but I am still able to do it. I am so happy that I could do it myself rather than keep asking others how to do. My wish is granted! My parents are buying me a mini television to be place at my new home in my room so next time I don't have to ask someone to accompany me to watch tv in the living room at night. My mum told me that our house is sold. Well I am pretty sad and couldn't bear to leave my house, childhood memories in this house. Last Sunday, my parents went to pay for the deposit of my new house so that house which I first saw will be my new home. I pretty like my new home. Anyway after we moved, my mum will decorate the house to a modern home, can't really imagine what my new house will be like.

Saturday, July 22, 2006

Santhyaa's birthday!

Today is Santhyaa's birthday and I attended her birthday party at night and can say that I pretty enjoyed myself. Her cousins are cute and they love making noises. Haha! They love to play balloon and I am afraid of balloons. Samantha entertained the children by bursting the balloons. OMG! That is even worst. I can't stand it so I ran outside the room. Then we sang birthday song n she cut her cake. We took photos too. We had our dinner there and I didn't eat much. Its quite fun when they joke and play. We went there for about an hour and went home. I went home while the others hang at westmall. I now then realise that I love to be lonely during the night while walking alone. In the afternoon, I went to westmall to buy my necklace and my name is also engraved on it. That is the first thing that I purchased for the day. Then Xiuyun and me took MRT to Orchard and it took us about an hour before we reached. We meet Yijie at far east plaza and we bought our shorts in a short time. I remembered passing by the shop that I saw something that I like. I went back today and bought my shorts. I love it alot. Then as we were walking, we saw Aaron and he walked around with us. He is a pretty funny and nice guy. He actually love soft toy too. Hah seldom guys love soft toy. Then when we left, he walked with Xiuyun and she even went to his house, heard that his house is very big and beautiful. I can imagine. Anyway I shall stop here. Thats about it today! And Happy Birthday Santhyaa and thanks for inviting me to your party, hope you have a wonderful time just like I did! =)

Friday, July 21, 2006

Oral + +

Today I agreed to go for the graduation night as most of my classmates are going. I don't have to worry for my clothing because I have them aready. My mum persuaded me to go last night so I think that I should give a try. Xiuyun is going too. After school, we went to westmall to have our lunch and then we went back to school for chinese oral. I read with pauses maybe is because I am nervous. Conversation prompt is also not very well done as I think for a long time before answering. Actually I have a lot of things to say but I just couldn't think of anything to say at that time. Why is it always like that? I hope to get higher marks rather than maybe just a pass. The oral is easy but I don't understand why can't I do well. I keep telling myslf that English is more important and thats the only way to make me feel better. What to do, everything is over now. I will just have to study hard for the written paper to pull up my marks.

Thursday, July 20, 2006

Nothing

Today I asked teacher about the running and I have to take the retest next week. Well I will just go for it and will get a better result than my current 2.4km result. There is nothing much happen today. I went for PE as usual and the guys played soccer in the field and they got themselves very dirty after that. Before playing, their shoes were white and back in black colour so can you imagine how dirty their shoes are. Haha! For the rest of the lessons, they were barefooted as their shoes were sun taning outside the window. Its kind of wield when they don't wear shoes. After school, Xiuyun went to top up her card with Jonathan and I went home myself. I will be extra if I went with them. When got home, I went to eat, bathe and talk on the phone. After talking, I went to do POA assignment and I am trying to figure out the question.

Monday, July 17, 2006

English Oral!

Today is Monday which is 17th july and this is the day that I have to take my N'level English oral examination. I am very nervous and afraid that I would do badly. I have been worrying for this day two weeks ago. Well I have gotten over it and I think I have done fairly. My reading is a bit poor as I tend to pause when I come across to the words that I don't know how to pronounce. I tried to pronounce it as I can't just skip the word like that. I will lose marks and I try to pull up my marks when comes to the conversation. I speak more on that portion. When I was speaking, the examiners are grinning. Is it very funny? I am silly enough to mistaken a woman as a man and both examiners are laughing at me. Haha! Well I hope that I have spoken something to impress them as I am the last 2 candidates. Actually I am surposed to be the last person but because I think Xiangxing was absent for the previous session so he came today and he is the last candidate. As you know, after hearing so many candidates, they will come across similiar points being repeated. I hope that I can get a better grade than what I think. Some of the things that I have said is based on my experience and encounter. Anyway is over, I shall concentrate on my upcoming exams.

Friday, July 14, 2006

Tests...

Today I took 2 tests which are geo and SS. I can't really do geo test as I didn't learn some of the points. The most is just a pass mark, won't get higher than that. SS test was after recess and I only memorise 2 factors. There are a total of three factors and I managed to memorise 2. I also didn't weigh so maybe just get a pass mark too. After school, I went to westmall with Xiuyun and we bought the bracelet. I bought a 2 straps one and she bought a 3 straps one but the price is the same. Then we headed to yellow shop because she wanted to buy ear stard. After buying we shopped within the shop for necklace. Their necklace is rather expensive and you can even engrave your name on it. The first 4 letters are free and 5th letter onwards will be $0.50 each. Hah my name has 5 letters so $0.50 more is alright. If you think in this way, it will be $0.10 per letter, is quite worth it. Afternoon came back, bathe, eat and sleep after that.

Thursday, July 13, 2006

Not a smooth day

Today isn't a very smooth day for me. I had my body check up and I was the only one who was asked to take my height and weight. I had grown 0.5cm (pathetic) and my weight actually gain a bit. I had body check up during PE lesson. My backbone is again positive. PE teacher told me that I have to take my retest for my 2.4km run and I am the only person in my class had to take and I think have to join with other classes. I am very reluctant to take the retest. There is nobody to accompany me and I did tell her that I don't want to take the retest. Last time was Mr Mah took the test for me and he said I passed but I knew that I fail the test, I thought nobody knew about it so I have forgotten it. Well I can't escape from that but to accept it, just tell her the truth that I really don't want to take the test and see what will happen next week. I hope that teacher can help me. After school, I went to westmall with the girls and I brought Xiuyun to see the bracelet that I am eyeing on and she is impressed with my taste. She thought that it was an ordinary plain bracelet but that proved her wrong. We have decided to purchase it. We'll be purchasing it tomorrow. When coming back home, I went to ask the hairdresser who is the aunty that usually cut my hair about rebonding. She said that my hair length is fine for rebonding and will get slightly longer after rebonding. I am very happy about. My mum told me that my hair is too short for rebonding but she was wrong. My mum will only allow me to rebond next month, 2-3 weeks from now, well just have to wait patiently and time will pass very fast. I have lots of tests coming along and I have 2 tests tomorrow, luckily I had started learning yesterday if not I have to burn midnight oil. I am the last person again to take oral which is Chinese. It is next friday. Will have a tough week next week, English oral on Monday, prep exam starting next wednesday, 2.4 thingy on thursday and chinese oral on friday. Its a long week for me. Hope that it can go smoothly.

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

No test

Today I have no test and my teacher has postponed the test to Friday. That means that I have 2 tests on Friday, both subjects require to memorise. Geo and SS! WTH! Well i am not so stupid to push everything to tomorrow and study, it is not possible to memorise all at once because there is alot to memorise. I managed to memorise SS today and leave geo till tomorrow, will then revise again on SS. Yesterday night, I watched the channal8 programme at 8pm "its show time". Well that is silly and our school result is so far the louiest and even got a fail grade. I am speechless and I don't even understand what they are acting at all. Why are the fries fighting with each other at the eye area. When you eat something, does it go up to your eyes? Its not logical at all and no wonder got a fail grade. Anyway nothing much to update today. Will leave now!

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

Hiaz...

Today Xiuyun told him that she still likes ZY. At first she told me that he was crying when she told him that but after recess, he told her that he doesn't mind and want to continue the relationship. She told him that is also because this method may works although it is true but she was totally wrong. He still want to continue the relationship with her and can help her forget about ZY. I think it is impossible, it is not easy to forget about someone when you are in the same school as him. Well lets see what will happen to them. I knew that he won't give up the relationship so easily. I am freaking off with this matter. I should not interfere this matter from today onwards. Just let her solve the problem. Tomorrow got geography test so I shall go and study now. Wish me pass with flying colours tomorrow!

Monday, July 10, 2006

Failure

Today is Monday and something happened today. Xiuyun passed him the letter before VE lesson as her VE teacher was not present so a relief teacher took over the period, he went to his D&T lesson during VE lesson. He came back 5min later to clarify the problem with Xiuyun but she didn't break up with him instead she gives him a chance. She gives him a chance is because she is afraid that it will spoil his day. Well I think that the biggest problem is that Xiuyun don't even like him. Xiuyun should be the one at fault because she shouldn't have accepted him in the first place. She is just asking trouble for herself only. I don't know what she is thinking now. Now she is confused and annoyed by this problem. At this point of moment, she should know how I feel the last time and she still can joke and laugh at me. I should be the one doing that to her now. Yes I am doing so. This is a lesson to her not to take things too lightly. I got back my Chemistry test and I scored well. I'm so happy. Just now, agent brought a couple to come and see my house. I think my house will soon be sold.

Saturday, July 08, 2006

We've decided

Today is Saturday and I went to see the houses again at highoak. We have seen a few houses and have came to a decision. My family likes the 4th level house which is the last level. The house isn't as spacious as mine but is so far the best one we have seen. My parents have to make their decision by today. Well I felt very excited as I am going to live in a condo soon. Two families came to see our house just now and looks like one of the family is interested in our house. Soon have to farewell to my house. Its Fiona's birthday today. She is celebrating her birthday at fuotang. Shirley and me didn't attend her birthday party is because she will have to leave early for her tuition so the most can stay there for about an hour. We can't do much things there. I was invited to Santhyaa's birthday on a Saturday at her house two weeks from now. Her birthday party is at night so I had planned on what to do that day. Xiuyun and me will go to orchard in the afternoon to get my stuffs and from there, take MRT to Bukit Batok to meet my friends and will go together. I am going to get my purse, shorts and ear piece. 3 main things that I want buy. I need them. Anyway enough for today, will update soon.

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

Back to school

Today I am back to school. School is enjoyable. I had Chemistry test and I know how to do the paper as I studied them yesterday without knowing the meaning but remember the answer. "mi lu bing" is back in the superband competition and I am happy for them. Miss Yieng is not present today so we have free period during self study lessons we talked for almost the whole period. Nothing much to update today. Is an enjoyable day.

Sunday, July 02, 2006

Condo...

Today I went to see Highoak condo and Parkview Condo. Actually I like both. They have different style. I prefer Highoak as it is near my house which is where I am staying right now, is more accessible for me to go to fuotang and tuition centre. Parkview is further away from fuotang and tuition centre and also my house. I still like Toh Yi area. The agent is friendly. At first, I thought of not going with my parents to look at the condo because I scare that I will disturb them but the agent ask me to go along when I have not even agree that I want to go. I wish I could go with them to take a look at the condo. Well of course the houses that I saw are all smaller than my current house now, is much smaller. Just now they discuss things at an air-con room, I don't understand what they are talking so I just sat there and do nothing, handphone battery flat, even worst. Frankly speaking, I can't bear to leave this house. When we shifted, we won't be shifting most of our furnitures as my mum wants to change to a new one. For me, I am just shifting my belongings only without the furniture. The house is small and the cupboard is provided so my new cuboard won't be shifting there. I am throwing away lots of useless things. My new room will have new furniture so everything is be changed. We will be shifting around end of this year so I will be staying at my current house for the most 5-6 months. Will miss here very much.

Saturday, July 01, 2006

Shifting house

Today I am quite sure that my mum has decided to shift house aready. We have a pretty high chance of shifting to Highoaks which is just near my block. It is a condominium. Well I like that too. Actually I have thought that shifting house is not a sad thing as I can decorate my own room and stay in my dream house. Everything will be different. My mum says that we will be changing most of our furniture. I am fine with shifting house as it is still near Toh Yi Drive. I have been staying here since young so is a bit hard for me to adapt when suddenly change into a totally new environment. When shifted to Highoaks, it will still convenient for me as I will still go to the same bus stop and take bus to school, coming back to the same bus stop which I usually alight. I am quite excited about it and I think we will be visiting the condominium tomorrow. My mum went to the website and have a look aready and I think it looks great. There are many facilities there. I can swim everyday if I wanted to. Well will check it out tomorrow. My parents are also considering of Park View condominium which is located beside Yusof Ishak Sec Sch, pretty near to bukit batok area. I really prefer Highoaks as my close friends are staying near my house, just a few minutes walk and is easier to meet them when we are going out together. There are alot of advantages when we stay at Highoaks. I won't list them out as there are really alot, I don't find any disadvantages living there. Living at Park View condo will have disadvantages. My friends are staying far away from me, will have to spend more time travelling to fuotang and tuition, no friends there, very new to the area and more. Today's topic is mostly about this. Xiuyun is going out with him as tomorrow is his birthday. Lets see what she will be telling me tomorrow night.