Today early in the morning, I went out with my grandma, accompanied her for an eye check up at SGH because she is going for an eye surgery next Thursday. After that, we went to my grandma's sister house to collect a book. Then we took a bus to Clementi for lunch and from there, I took MRT to Jurong East to meet Yeesan and Xiuyun. They are looking for a job so I joined them. Yeesan also meeting her friends there. We took shuttle bus to IMM and we walked round asking for a job. Mostly, they are finding 17 years old and above. Haiz... But Yeesan's friend (meixin) has a job for us. It is to sell ice-cream at the neighbourhood. 1hr $10 with commission, have to work at night for 4hrs. Anyway I agree. Friday starts work with them. Yeah!

Today isn't boring although I stayed at home the whole day. I went to cut my hair in the morning and it look alright but anyway I still have a month or so before school reopen, by the time, my hair will grow longer aready. When I am back, I went to bathe. Then I watched princess hour vcd. Its so nice. Shin starts to fall for Caijing. Will continue watching tomorrow. I watched until 4pm+ then I do some homework. I am too lazy to do any so when I am stuck with the question, I give up. Anyway I am not in the mood to do homework. I have the mood to watch princess hour. Haha! But I have to get my homework done as soon as possible because I am shifting house in 3 weeks time. After doing that few questions, I went to take a nap. When I was sleeping, suddenly my mum shouted at me. She seemed to be very excited. She told me that I am going to take my scholarship award from the Bukit Timah CC at 13Jan. Of course, I am happy for myself. I should feel honoured. Haha! It will be my first time receiving an award from CC. From Primary school till now, getting top 10% in level has never come across my mind because I know that this day will never come. Surprised! I am getting soon. But anyway, I will remember that day. It may be my first and last time getting. Next year will be a very difficult year for me, had to compete with the 4E. Not easy at all! Will still continue to work hard!

Today early in the morning, I watched princess hour vcd. Its quite nice. After that, I went to prepare myself. I am going out with Shirley to vivo city. It will be my second time going there. My first trip to vivo city, I didn't really shop so this time, I will take my time to shop. The whole journey is about an hour and we talked non stop in the bus. Haha! We chatted about many things. Time passed fast and we reached vivo city. I saw Aaron when waling into the mall. The shopping centre is huge and it can take you hours to just shop at the level. Can you imagine how big the shopping centre is? There are all kinds of brand. Almost all my favourite brands can be found. Anyway we arrived late so we shopped till quite late. I didn't buy much stuffs, just spend the money on food. Anyway its good to shop with old friend. We have the same 'S' personality. Haha! On our way back on the bus, we chatted again. There are really lots of stuffs to chat about and is like it will never come to an end. Anyway I just enjoy my day.

I am back from my Malaysia trip. Overall it was really fun and is an enjoyable trip for me. First day, I woke up really early in the morning to prepare myself. We had to meet Xiuyun. We took taxi to people's park because our tour agency is there. We also have to meet my grandma's friends there. A while, we boarded the bus and all and headed to Tuas Checkpoint. After that, boarded the bus again and headed straight to Malaysia. On the bus, our tour guide was telling us about many things and I think not even one of us in the bus is listening. Haha! His speech can really make you sleep because it was really boring, somemore his tone is monotone. Zzz.... Our first destination is KL. The journey was rather long but the strange thing is that I think time passes very fast although I felt very boring in the bus. I have been to KL before so some of the places are fimiliar to me.

This is the place where we have to climb the steep stairs before we can reach the cave. My brother, subi, xiuyun and me went to climb the stairs while my grandma and her friends remain at the bottom. There are 200+ stairs here and your legs can get very tired by the time you reached the top. Actually there is nothing much in the cave. Xiuyun felt giddy when she was up there. A while, we came down. It was rather scary when you are coming down. You will feel like falling. After that we went to twin tower for shopping. I was rather disappointed because I didn't buy much things there. The stuffs there are so expensive so I only bought a wrist band and a adidas shirt. There is nothing much on top first day actually.

Second day, we checked out from the hotel and had our breakfast. The second destination is Cameron Highland. It is also a long journey so I slept in the bus. It is like I am always sleeping in the bus so the journey seems fast for me. The bus had to go up the high mountain and my ears are like, can't really hear clearly, the pressure. I kept eating sweets. By the time we reached, its aready half of the day. I saw a rainbow when going up. There is nothing much to shop at Cameron Highland so It seems boring to me but the scenery is really beautiful and and cool air keep you fresh. Its not very cold and somemore I still can wear shorts. At night, we had steamboat for dinner. It was nice and I ate quite alot. After that, back to hotel to rest. Oh yah, my period is here and it spoils my mood. I kept sitting in the bus and refused to alight the bus. Pain... Anyway I ate panadol so the pain stops.

The third day, our next destination is Genting Highland. My favourite place of all. It is colder than Cameron highland. Xiuyun and me went to the outdoor theme park to play those rides. It was so cool. Firstly, we went to play the most thrilling and exciting ride which is the rollar coaster. At first, I refused to play but she kept persuading me to play so I give in. The ride has got 360 degrees turn, somemore is 2 rounds. Its my first time playing a 360 degrees turn ride. OMG! At first when it started moving, I regreted playing. When it comes to the exciting part, I screamed loudly because I was fightened. My body is off the seats and I was like flying out but luckily got the safety guard. We played only 4 rides. The last ride was damn funny. We have to drive the machine our own. Along the way, suddenly there was a heavy downpour. Luckily we have a shelter on top but the rain was so heavy that the water kept splashing in from the front so we came out with a great and funny idea. That is to open our umbrella and hold it in front. That was really funny and people laughed at us. LOL! Then we headed to shopping centre because it is just beside it. We shopped and have our dinner. When we went back to hotel, I got scolded from my grandma instead of praising me. Haiz...

On the last day, we got up pretty late and had our breakfast. After that, Xiuyun, Leander, subi ambi and me went to arcade and play. I never even spend a single cent on arcade. They went to buy a card with credit inside and you can use the card and play. Leander and subi played racing game while Xiuyun and me went to play a really stupid game. After that we went back to hotel and bathe and all. Then we took bus and I saw a rainboe again. Its very beautiful. The whole journey to Singapore is a few hours. I am back now. My conclusion is I still love Singapore. Oh yah, when I got home, Xiuyun called me telling me that she had taken someone else bag instead of hers, so careless of her.

Today, she went down to the tour agency and at last, she got back her bag. Its lucky for her. I went out early in the morning to go out with my parents and brother. PS my roxy bag is here. Yeah!

Today my dad started packing the store room aready. The store room is full of useless things. Store room is a place for us to dump the things that we don't want but is usable. My dad took everything out and repack again. Useless things have all thrown away, now left some stuffs inside for our new house. My dad also packed our little fuotang, CDs and books are packed into boxes. Its neater now. In a month time, we are shifting. 18th dec is the day we will start shifting and is also a day that I am getting my N level results. Yah it will be a very busy day for me. I have packed my books and worksheets aready. I have thrown the useless worksheets away and the worksheets that I want, I have filed in my file according to different subjects. Books and files have aready been transfered into a big box. It will be easier to pack now, left my clothes and some stuffs. Later as time goes by, my house will be having more boxes around the house. After I shifted, I will miss my old house very very much. Just now, took a nap.

I went out with my parents today because I don't want to stay at home, I have got nothing to do. I went out just to occupy my time. My parents went to Toa Payoh first to settle some things about housing, the lady that attend to my parents thought that I am a Primary school girl. Haha! I think if I wear a Primary school uniform, no one will denied it. Then we took bus to balestial to look at the lightings there. My parents bought a fan. The fan is very unusual because it looks like a flower. When you on the fan, the flower will start to bossom. Anyway it looks unique.

Xiuyun is coming back today from her chalet holiday. I am sure she enjoyed herself there. I am still waiting for my bag to arrive. I had waited for 3 weeks. Anyway it should be arriving soon.

Today the problem is solved. Xiuyun came to pass me her passport, need her passport to fill in document. Then I went downstairs with her to solve the problem. Actually I wanted to tell the aunty to let me delay the time to work but no need anymore. The boss aready employed someone else so thats why he never call me. He should have called me last night. He made me worried the whole night. But anyway problem is solved. Now I realised that working is never an easy thing. I am back to my happy life now, no worries, nothing. Just now, I went to Toa Payoh with my grandparents to settle the insurance thing for my trip to Malaysia. My brother never go again. He refused to go. I would rather go to his friend's house than going out with his grandparents. My grandparents dote his alot and this is what they get back from him. I feel like giving him a tight slap, make him wake up.

Today is Wednesday. Xiuyun told me a good news in the morning, saying that we have found a job, its her mum who helped us find, waiting for approval. I am very excited and happy. Xiuyun won't be joining me the first few days because she will be going chalet till Saturday. When I got down, the auntie teached me on handling the machines. Somehow I am quite confused. The basic one, I know but when comes to laminating and setting the machine, I am confused aready. I only learnt for about 45min and she expects me to tend the shop alone tomorrow afternoon. I am really scare. I have no confident. I only know the basic and she expects me to tend the shop. Ohh! What am I going to do? What if I come across customers wanting me to do something which I don't know? How am I going to explain to them? Do you want me to tell them that I am a beginner so I am not sure on how to do it? I will be sack? First day, getting sack. What a funny joke! Tomorrow will be my first day. I was just thinking if I should go tomorrow or should I wait for Xiuyun? I think that with Xiuyun, I will not be so tensed up. At least, there is somebody to help me and guide me if I don't know. How am I going to tend the shop by my own, is so quite impossible. Anyway will just have to wait for the boss to give me an answer.

Its Tuesday today and had a class outing. I do enjoy myself as I had lots of fun. Xiuyun went too. Firstly, Xiuyun came to my house early in the morning then will go out together to meet my classmates. After that went down to buy some snacks and then took bus66 to Jurong East with Yijie. We were the first to reach there then followed by Sheautong and then the rest. The guys were taking their own sweet time by going to arcade and had their lunch at Long John Silver. Anyway for me is alright, I don't mind waiting. Yijie, Xiuyun and me went up and down the mall. Haha! (very busy) After that we took MRT to bedok and from there, took bus197 to east coast. We had to walk a short distance before we reached east coast park. When we reached there, we had to walk another distance to reach the rental of the bicycle. By then, I was aready very tired because I am not used to my new sandal, my leg was very painful, red marking on my leg. New shoes are always like that. =( Anyway the 2nd time won't be as painful as it is today. My classmates all went to ride bicycle while Xiuyun and me went to the rock number6. We went there, sit on the rock and rest. The tide is quite high today so the seawater kept splashing water against the rock and the water splashes onto us. Then both of us played with sand and the sand kept getting into my sandal. Xiuyun took off her sandals and went to play with the seawater. Time passes fast and soon the rental of the bicycle time is up. Xiuyun and me then went to meet Yijie they all at the place where they rent the bicycle.

Then all of us took taxi to marina bay for steamboat. Yah about steamboat, I had so much fun. I BBQ lots of food. Anyway when BBQ, you can actually learn something. I do learn something from it. Its out of textbook. Haha! Zhiming kept helping us BBQ our food and yet, he didn't eat but later, those food that we don't eat, he ate them all up. LOL! Our steamboat soup is Tomyam. Its quite nice as we stuffed those food inside the soup and is more tasty in that sense. Xiuyun helped my pilled off the crab shell for me. Thanks! After eating, we had fruits and ice-cream. I never eat ice-cream because of some reasons, should control myself. After that, we went home except the guys, they want to stay longer. Anyway a very fun day although my legs are suffering.

Today is Sunday and I went out the whole day again. I went out with my parents. We went around to look for furnitures and yes we have found a few that we like. My dad bought me an anklet, its unique and cute. When I go out with my parents, I need not bring money because most of the time is my dad paying. Haha! I can save my money for Tuesday. I have decided to go outing with my classmates this coming Tuesday. Firstly, will go east coast and then go marina bay eat streamboat I think if I am not wrong. Now I have enough money and just that I can top up some from my piggy bank so I need not get money from my dad anymore. These few days have been asking money from my dad as I am going out. Maybe I should help my dad to save some money aready. Then I coincidently met Fiona at Great World City. Well I had a little chat with her and I coincidently met her 3 times at the shopping centre. Then after that we went to IMM to shop for stuffs again. We shopped until 8pm then went home. Its a tiring day.

Today is Saturday and I went out almost the whole day. Firstly, I went to Vivo city. It is a huge shopping centre and is very crowded too. Its a new shopping centre. Actually Yijie, sheautong, Xiuyun and me were planning to look for a job there but changed our mind. We shopped around and we didn't buy anything except that we had our lunch there. Then after that, we were all dismissed. Yijie went to Orchard to watch movie with her friends, I am not sure about where Sheautong is going and Xiuyun and me went to Raffles city because I want to buy a sandals. In the end, the sandals that I want, don't have my size so Xiuyun bought it as she thinks it is nice too. Sad=( Then Xiuyun walked round to find a suitable bermudas for her but all turn out to be very expensive so she decided to go Far East Plaza. We took MRT to orchard and walked a short distance. We went back to the shop that I bought my shorts because the clothes are quite cheap. She bought 2 shorts and she forgot to check whether she had enough money, in the end, I had to top up for her. I actually saw a sandal which is similiar to what I want, I was thinking of going back to buy and while I was walking, I saw a shop with sandals that I wanted. Without thinking, I just pick my favourite colour and bought it. Its a quick buy. Anyway its the same price as the other sandals that I wanted to buy. My mum gave me $10 to help her buy chocolate but I didn't buy because the shop don't have the chocolates she wants instead I use it to buy my sandals. Haha! But of chorse I bought something for my mum to replace the chocolates, is better than nothing right? Anyway we went home with bags. Its the stuffs that we bought. In conclusion, I am not disappointed for not buying the sandals that I want instead I bought a similiar one. Its a real shopping day today not looking for a job!

Yesterday night is a hell for me. Liuqian kept on messaging me and say want to clarify and solve our problems. What problems do we have? Did we start? NO! I rejected and he asked me to be careful if anything happen to me, I can't blame him. That is what he said to me. Irritating freak. I won't believe him anyway. I will just have to be wary of him and thats it. The problem now is I can't tolerate him anymore. I am getting very annoyed by him. Please, leave me alone. How I wish that I don't have to see him again. If this goes on, don't blame me, JUST WATCH OUT! Anyway I won't reply him anymore, won't fall for his trick. My happy mood is destroyed by him. He is making me crazy. Why must you bring up the problem? Will it benefit you anyway? No I don't think so. I am just a childish girl just like what you think I am. Must you do that to me? I don't know how to solve such problems. Who do you think I am? I just want to be myself. Why don't you free me? I felt like a bird being locked in a cage. I want to be free and fly out to see the world. I am half dead aready. I am not my usual self anymore. I no longer feel happy and I am breaking down soon. Really hope that I could drink a medicine then go to sleep, after waking up, Liuqian this person will be erased off from my memory. No such person exist and my life will be back to normal again.

Today is the last day of foundation programme. After school, I went for my dental appointment. Around 3+ went home. I got home, went to bathe, eat and playing the computer now. Nothing much, tomorrow going out. Hope I can buy the slipper that I want tomorrow.

Today is Thursday which is the last 2 days for school. Tomorrow will be my last day for school. After school, I will have to go for my dental appointment. So sian! Anyway after tomorrow will be my day. I am going out on Saturday. Well about next tuesday outing, I am still not sure whether I am going although Sheautong allow Xiuyun to go. Still considering. My mum told me that the slipper I want is out of stock for my size. Ohh... I really like that slipper. I wish when I visit the shop this Saturday, the stock arrive. I pray very hard for the stock to arrive. Please, please... The brand is animal. Its a new brand. Anyway I hope the stock will arive soon.

Today is Wednesday. I have not blog for a few days aready. Well actually I have lots of things that I wanted to write it here but I don't think I can do that anymore. I have lose faith in somebody which I cannot mention here. Anyway forget about saying that person. To that somebody: I think we won't be as good friends as before anymore. I can't share my thoughts with you because I no longer trust you. I should be wary of you. I hope you won't turn from bad to worst. Maybe all those will be written in my personal diary. Lessons is fine today. 2 more days to the last day of school. I am excited. Yesterday, Sheautong asked me about whether I want to go out with them to have fun next tuesday. I am still considering.

Today is Sunday. Yesterday morning, Liuqian kept sending message to me while I even told him that he is irritating and to stop sending me message. He ignored and kept sending again, asking me about my childhood. Oh come on, I aready find you irritating, you think I will still share with you about my childhood? NO WAY! Even if I want to share, the person will never be you. I can't stop you but please, leave me alone. The more you irritate me, the more I hate you.

I went out with my parents and brother in the morning until night time then returned home. Firstly, we went to FOS at orchard to look for my baby brother's clothes and I got a shirt for myself or you can also say a coat. Then we had our lunch there before we headed to our second destination. Secondly, we took bus to raffles city to shop for furniture for my new house. My parents bought 4 chairs and some other stuffs. Then I found something new at raffles city. I think at ground level, many new shops were opened and I spotted a new brand. It is animal. Haha a bit strange. Then I saw billabong, new balance, roxy and more just that I can't remember. A new place for my shopping. Then we took mrt to bugis because my dad wanted to do or buy a statue of buddha for our new house. He gave them a picture of the statue so they will roughly know what he is his expectations. Lastly, we took mrt again to Changi Airport. It is my favourite place too, not for shopping but a place to relax. I love to look at the planes. My mum was telling me that if I love planes, I should take up Aerospace which is an Engineering course. Maybe I can consider it. Anyway I am going to NP's open house, I can find out more information about the course and Tourism. From there, I can decide on which course I want to take up but also have to work hard for it. We had our dinner at swenson and ice-cream for dessert. Yummy! After that, home sweet home! Its a wonderful day.

Later I will be visiting my new house with my parents and the designer along to design my room. Wow! I am very excited about it. What will my room will be like? I wonder.

Today is Friday. I went to Xiuyun's house and Jon went too. We had laksa for our lunch and its nice. After that we went to play Game Of Life and can say that we didn't really play because the couple were playing with each other. It is like I am the only 1 playing. Anyway we didn't complete the game because they... I decided to stop the game and let them continue. Haha! Xiuyun's first kiss gone! Luckily I am still pure. I have a kind of feeling but I don't know how to express out when I see it. Xiuyun told me it is quite nice. Hah I don't know! I went home at 4.30pm, bathe and play computer. Good news is that my msn is able to use now, don't have to depend on window messenger. Yeah!

Yesterday and today, we have been doing practical on Chemistry. Yesterday, we did the various gases and today we did cations instead of anions but we will be doing anions tomorrow. It is quite fun when you mix with the chemicals. You can see the reaction and the changing of the colours. Today when I was washing the test tube, I broke one of them and luckily I don't have to pay for it. We did Physics practical too. It is also quite fun. Its to find the centre of gravity of the card board we cut out. After school, I went to westmall with Xiuyun and Jon. Actually I intended to buy an earring but its out of stock so maybe I should go other branch to find that earring. After that Xiuyun came to my house and we discussed alot of things like job, trip to Malaysia, things that we want to buy etc. She went home not long ago. I am going to her house tomorrow after school to play game of life. Its an interesting game and Jon is going too. I am going to trash him. Haha! Just now a few parcels came and sad thing to say is that my bag hasn't arrive. My mum bought me a precious moment figurine. Its so cute. Anyway hope my bag will arrive soon.