Today I felt relieved after taking the chemistry paper. The paper is not very hard so hope that I can pass even though I have not really studied but paid attention in class. Cheer competition was cancelled at the last minute so we are released early. When I was on my way home, it started raining heavily. By the time I got home, I was drenched although I had an umbrella with me. A while later, I went out again with Shiley. I had bought my cap and she had bought her stuffs too. Haha! Anyway at least I feel more relax today than feeling stress. I think I have released my stress. =)

I am stressing up for these few days with the amount of work that teacher is throwing at us. Tests are never ending, one after another. After school, have to attend remedial lessons and its not the end yet, cheer practice followed up next. There are also very ending activities in school. That is why I am going home late recently. I felt really tired of it. I need a break. I want to release my stress if not I am going crazy! Can somebody help me??? These few days, my mood wasn't right so I tend to lose my temper easily. Just because I want to maintain standard of my result so I have to keep working extra hard. That is where stress comes from.

Today I have finally cleared my oral presentation. I felt much better after clearing it. Actually I wasn't nervous when standing in front of the class but I tend to read faster. I think I better practice it for my oral too. Oh yah regarding my hair, my classmates never really comment much about it so it is ok. There are also tests coming up and I start to feel the pressure now, should start revising now. Anyway a piece of good news here, our school hall is fully renovated and we are the first batch to occupy the new hall. Haha! By the way, its Xiangying's birthday today. Happy 17th Birthday! Thats about it for today.

Today I went for a hair cut and now my fringe is super short, no more side parting. I feel very uncomfortable, suddenly something covering on my forehead. It had been such a long time sionce I cut this pattern. Haha! Don't know how my friends will react when they see my new hair style tomorrow and I will be having my oral presentation too. Wish me luck! Hope that I can read slower so can prevent from pronouncing wrongly. Shirley came to my house this afternoon to coach me some work. I have better understanding of the chapter now. Thanks!

Its a suffering day. The pain is killing me that I almost cannot take it. I surposingly have to go out to get my cap with Yijie but the pain stops me. I don't want to take the risk as I may create problems for Yijie. Well then I will have to go next week aready. I can't delay anymore. Now I can't even bring myself to do homework. Haiz... Enough of this! I have changed my blogskin. Of chorse I am not the one who had changed it. Its Zheng Xuan. Yijie helped me too. Thanks to the both of them for making my blog look more attractive now. Haha!

Today is Wednesday. Regarding the Japan trip, I am not choosen so I am fine with it. Xiuyun is choosen. Its her wish come true. She wants to go Japan badly as it is her favourite country. She wants to go there for shopping but too bad, they are going to rural areas. I stayed for cheer practice today and I am not very sure with the dance steps, will have to practice at home. Cheer competition will be 2 weeks from now. About oral presentation, teacher wants all of us to present this week. It is not easy to find a story at all. It has got to do with perseverance and I have found a story that most of the people should know. Its the tortoise and the hare. I am quite considering whether I should use it. Anyway I hope I will get to present it tomorrow, I just want to get rid of it. I really fear standing in front of whole class to present. Anyway it is my last year doing this.

Today I got to know some news from school. Firstly, our cheer competition will be postpone because the hall is not ready yet. I hope that the hall will be ready soon if not we will have to stay back to practice everyday. Secondly, the trip to Japan, only 2 persons from each class is able to go so I hope my chance of going is slim as I have changed my mind not to go aready. Then after school which is 5pm aready, Yijie and me rushed to orchard to get my stuffs. I went to collect my class t-shirt and is pretty well done. Yijie also went to meet her friends. Then I shopped for my cap. I have seen nice ones but I am short of cash today. I will be buying it on Saturday.

I have nothing much to update about today so I will just update a song lyrics because I love this song alot. Its so sweet! I have no idea on how to update this song into my blog so I will just list the lyrics here.


爱的主旋律

男：是你在那个雨季 走进我生命 带着一点任性 和温柔的表情
女：是你在那个雨季 赶走了孤寂 温暖的笑容 换我仅有的甜蜜
男：天上一万颗星星我却只看见你 你说这是幸运 还是不可思议
女：身边有太多风景 我却停在这里 说我傻的可以 还不是因为你
男：是你的声音
女：带给我勇气
男：恋爱的频率
女：直到我心底
男：如果你愿意
女：是的我愿意
合：带着我幸福的主旋律
男：从前的实际
女：现在我相信
男：天空会放晴
女：爱会更甜蜜
男：如果你愿意
女：是我的愿意
合：爱的主旋律

Yesterday same thing, I went to school for cheer practice and compo course. Cheer practice was alright and we have to wear a cap on that day too because we got a dance action that will need a cap. Haha! We should look nice on stage. I need to stand in the front so means that I have to practice hard for the dance steps. For the compo course, I got back my chinese compo and I did pretty well for the second compo. That means there's still hope for my chinese. Yes! I will work hard, hopefully can get a B3 for O level. Today, in the morning, Shirley and me went swimming then we went to steam room also can so called 'sunna'. Its pretty hot and I only get to sweat later. We went home an hour later. Shirley came to my house to coach me with my homework. Xiuyun didn't turn up because she said that she has to take care of her grandpa. I am just too tired to do anything today maybe because I went for swimming. I will continue my homework tomorrow, I have left a bit anyway. Hah! Ok I should go now.

In the morning, I passed my class t-shirt to my grandma so that she can help me send for altering but she brought it back. She told me that she went to tailor shops but none of them is willing to do for me. They are afraid that they may spoil it. Then I was pretty furious at that time because I cannot accept the fact that I am going to wear that giant shirt to go up on stage. I will look silly. Later, I went to far east plaza with Xiuyun. I went to the tailor which my mum always go to. Indeed, she is really a professional. She helped me think of a way to shorten the sleeves. It only causes me $7 so that is reasonable. I will be collecting it next monday so I have to travel there after school. Luckily, it can be alter. Anyway after that, we went to KFC for lunch and I saw Yijie. She was with her friends. Lastly, we went to popular to shop for my chinese assessment book. I have bought that book. Xiuyun came to my house and she practiced oral with me. I read newspaper. Then I also did some practices on that book and she explained some of the words for me. At least, I have done something to improve my Chinese language and hope it will help.

Today is the second day of march holidays. I went to school early in the morning for course and remedial. I have collected my class t-shirt and I look very silly when I put it on. Anyway my grandma will help me send it for authoring tomorrow. It have gotten my shorts too. Cheer practice is canceled for today so we left school early and we will be having practice again on Thursday and I guess will be a long one. After school, I followed Yijie and Sheautong to jurong point for lunch and then we shopped around the mall. Actually I wanted to buy a close passage practice for Chinese and the popular at jurong point doesn't seem to have. I will have to make a trip down to westmall again on thursday or maybe tomorrow. I think that all about today. Before I forget, I would like to wish Xiuyun, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Yesterday I went out with Xiuyun after her tuition. I have stopped my tuition because I think that it doesn't help me anymore. Now I will have to depend on myself. We went to orchard to bget our stuffs. My mum is addicted to hana kimi and she wanted me to help her buy the dvd no.3. Well I have watched it and the ending isn't an ending at all and I think there will be part2 coming up. Now my mum wanted me to help her buy dvd no.1 because she missed it on television. Haha! Can't stand her!

I am writing a blog now as I am really bored although I have holiday assignments. I will start doing it tomorrow and I will ask Shirley for help with some work and hope I will catch up with what teacher is teaching.

I am back to update again. It has been a busy week with tests and homework flooding over me. Well I will just update about some recent news. About the learning trip to Japan, I have submitted my name for the ones confirm can go. Teacher will pick us and if we are picked, we can't back out even if your friends are not picked by them. This is what I am worry about. If I am picked and none of my friends are being picked, what should I do? If that is the case, I wish that I will not get picked. It is impossible to go on an overseas learning trip without your friends. Parents will not be there for you too. Of chorse you will feel lonely and scare. I wish that it won't happen on me. The best is your friends and you are being picked. I really do wish to go as it is a learning trip and also a new experience for me. With your friends going, it should be fun. There are only 40 places available for sec3-5. Chances of going is 50 50. The result of people who are chosen will be out after March holidays. March holidays are starting next week and guess what, I have to go back to school almost everyday. Chinese remedial, composition course and cheering practice. Its also going to be a busy week with all these activities going on. Oh yah talking about this cheering practice, that reminds me of my class t-shirt. I have tried on the S size and its really big ok. That t-shirt is as big as my sec3 class t-shirt. It makes no difference at all. I thought that it will be slightly smaller because it is an S size while my sec3 class t-shirt is M size. Well I will have to go and author it or else, I will look really silly on it. Plus we are also buying shorts too so everyone will be wearing the same. I am not so worried about the shorts. I am afraid that I will not have enough time to go for authoring as it takes days. Just pray hard that the t-shirt comes in time for authoring. Haha! Well I think thats all about this week, will update soon.

Today I took my chinese oral exam and I am totally sucks at reading section but conversation is much better. Some words are pronounced wrongly and some which I don't know how to read. I have to improve on them. Well its time that I should think of some ways to improve. I have thought of some but don't know if it works, maybe I should give a try. Before taking oral, I went to westmall with my friends for lunch and make an order for stickers with our name on it. Yijie and Xiangying ordered too. We will only be getting it next monday. I chose winnie the pooh pattern and the price is reasonable too. Thats all about today.

Now I am just writing a blog because I am bored. I will just update the latest news in school. My school is organising a trip to Japan on June holidays. At first, I think that it is bettter not to go as I have went there before moreover my parents have to pay a large sum of money for my baby brother's surgery. My parents told me that if it is a learning trip, I should go and they said that they could afford. If it is really a learning trip, I think that I will go and I will fork out some of my money. Well actually, I wanted to go because we are also going with our friends and I think that it will be fun. I shall consider it again. Later I am going for my tuition and after that, I am going to buy my pencilcase. My current pencilcase is spoilt and it can't be used anymore. Yah thats about it.

I have attended this Gifted programme for 3 days and is 13 hours daily. It consists of joy, laughter, touching and sad moments. This programme has touched me and yesterday I cried. Its a session when the trainer wanted us to reflect on our lives. Its a moment that many people cried. Just now, I cried again. My friend went up on stage to talk about their feelings and for that moment, my tears somehow started flowing out. I am really touched. I do have the urge of going up to talk about my story. If I were to go up this is what I will say.

A little of my story:
When I was in Primary 1, that is my first time seeing my mum cried for what I have done. I got the last position in class. My mum don't know how she can help me. In my Primary school lives, I never understand the meaning of studying and work hard. My parents sent me for tuition to help me. You know what? I didn't even appreciate what they have done for me. I hate tuition so when there is tuition, sometimes, I will find excuses to skip it or go there and daydream, hoping that time could pass faster to end the tuition. My PSLE grades are lousy and they never blame me at all. That is why I ended up in NA and I think that I don't deserve it. I deserve to be in NT. They really spent alot of money on me but I don't appreciate. I only began to know how to think and understand things when I was in Secondary 2. From then, I understand how important is studies and I treasure every tuition lessons, asking teacher questions which I don't understand. Sorry mum and dad for not knowing how to think. At Seconday4, I took my N level and I did impress my parents with my results. I felt really happy about it and my parents felt surprised. I came to think that by getting good results is the way to make them think that the amount of money they spent on me is worth while and is also a way for me to show my gratitude to them. Not only that I have to thank them but also my grandparents and my friends. They have helped me alot. I would like to thank my grandparents for taking care of me since young and my friends who have been there for me when I need them. I really appreciate what you all have done for me. Once again THANKS EVERYONE! I love you!

After this programme, I have learn to appreciate people around me and not to take them for granted. This is the first programme I attended that really touch me and make a difference in my life and is also the most meaning course that I have ever had.