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Saturday, September 29, 2007

library

Today I didn't intend to go out or you can say never think of going out but I got dragged to go to Jurong library by zhiming. Haha! I met up with him first then go to the library. When we got to the library, we went to find samantha, abel and michael. Michael left a while later after I got there. Now I found out that actually I can study in the library but must have a proper table. I had completed the math paper and a question on POA. That is pretty good already. Anyway I had fun over there too. Time passes really fast when I was there if not I would stay at home, not doing anything but sleep the whole afternoon.

Ohh yah, this is my 300th post. =)

Friday, September 28, 2007

results

Today is Friday and I had gotten all my results back. For combine subjects, I passed by a few marks only. I passed all subjects except English, failed by 0.1 marks. Actually I got 48.3% but I managed to search some marks out from summary. Hopefully my teacher can help me round up to 50%. Haha! Anyway if I take my English as C6, then my L1R4 is 18 points. It's a lousy marks anyway. At least I have improved from my Mid year exam so not that bad actually, can work harder.

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

new plan on studying

I have gotten back most of my results except geography. I didn't do well for English and Science so I have to work harder on that. I had gotten an A for math and poa so not that bad actually. Haha! New plan here. I am not going to spend time equally on all the subjects anymore. I want to forcus on science, math and poa because I want to get an A for these 3 subjects in case my 2 other subjects didn't do well. I almost wanted to give up on combine humanities because no matter how hard I study on ss, I just couldn't do well and the marks I am getting is always 1 or 2 marks to a pass. Yes maybe geography can help a bit but I still don't think I will do well. Anyway I have not totally given up yet but I will work harder. As for English and chinese, I will read more.

Ohh yah, yesterday was mid autumn festival and now didn't really have the chance to celebrate it. I remember last time I used to celebrate it every year and I get to play with lantern and candles. Fun indeed!

Sunday, September 23, 2007

2 items off my list

I got to go out with Shirley today and I bought a necklace which is just within my budget. 1 more item off from my wishlist. We had an agreement. That is if I get an A2 for poa (prelim) then I will have to treat her. After O levels, she promised me to go kbox with me. Haha! It's a deal! Anyway I will work hard so I can treat her next year if I got good results for Os. I am doing a flavour for myself too. Hmm... I am getting back prelim results tomorrow so all the best to me. Haha! I have given my best, if I didn't do well, I will continue to work hard. Persevere all the way, never give up!

Saturday, September 22, 2007

Saturday is boring

Today is Saturday. I woke up really early in the morning because I couldn't get to sleep anymore. I was so boring that I watched the NDP 2007 and by the way, I haven't got the chance to watch it which was recorded by my dad. This year NDP was rather cool as there are water activities. After that I came across this show 'zao an liao shi' I think. Haha! It's an old show already and I watched till 1 pm then went for a bathe. Anyway about studying, I don't think I will be studying this weekend but to read through the compo book. Yeah, have to improve my language too.

Friday, September 21, 2007

rebond

Yo! I got my hair done today and I even bought the shampoo specially for rebond hair and mask too. It is expensive ok. I got my mum to pay half of it because it will be useful for her. She had her hair done too so is a good excuse for me to get money from her. Haha!

Thursday, September 20, 2007

end of prelims

Yeah it's the last day of prelims and furthermore, there is no school tomorrow again. By the way, no school means no pocket money. I am surposed to save more money from the week's pocket money because there is no lessons this week but exams. I have to touch my bank's money to get my necklace which is what I have been craving for long time ago. I am getting that this Sunday when I am out shopping with Shirley. And yes, I will also get my hair done this week, pretty excited about it. Think this is my first time spending so much money and it's my own money. Heart ache!

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Papers

I had poa paper 2 and geography paper yesteday. It was alright and you know what, I balanced the balance sheet for partnership. Yeah! BUT I may be right because I compared my answer with my friends and our answers are different. Haha! Today had math paper2 and physics. It was not easy at all but I had already tried my best so hope that I can pass. Thursday papers are all about MCQ. Of course I will study hard for that paper and hopefully can score well and bring up my marks.

Sunday, September 16, 2007

sweet dream

Today many people came to my house to take a look at my baby brother. They came in batches and there are a total of 3 batches. I couldn't study until they all leave. The first and third batches are from the temple. The second batch is from our Malaysia relatives. Until now I have studied the school papers and will be touching TYS questions later. You will know? I had the a dream last night and is really sweet. Haha! That makes a good start of the day.

Saturday, September 15, 2007

random post

This is just a random and short post. I had only done my revision on geography but not on poa. Then there are relatives coming to my house tomorrow so I won't be able to study in the morning already. Hopefully I am able to study in the afternoon because usually I can't study during weekends.

Friday, September 14, 2007

manageable chem paper

Today I had math paper1 and chemistry paper. Well I think is manageable. Some of the questions I had done came out from O level past year papers, felt really lucky. I felt euphoric! At least I could do the paper but not much confident of passing. I found that actually by doing past year papers and other schools papers, I get to expose to more questions and that made me feel more confident when doing rather than just reading through the notes. I don't feel demoralise this time. Will keep up my work!

Thursday, September 13, 2007

Good news

I am back to update. Chemistry paper and math paper1 starting tomorrow so have to mug on it again. Ohh my, I fear of chemistry paper because I have flunked the practical paper by 1.5 marks so I need to score better in order to pass. Wish me good luck.

Ok on the issue of my hair, I have thought of getting it straighten because of the ugly wave on my hair. I brought up to my mum and luckily she didn't scold me so means she had agree to it. Yeah! I will get that done next week using my own money. During the Nov/Dec break, I will go and look for a job. Hopefully I can find so that I can earn back that money.

Friday, September 07, 2007

cut my hair again

I cut my hair today again. That is what my mum wants me to do. I can accept this time because I don't want to tie my hair in school so that's why I agree to it. Then she went to ask that hair stylist if this hair style that suite me meaning the hair style that she wants me to have it. You know what she says? She said that that isn't nice at all and if my hair is long, I should go for straightening. That is exactly what I am thinking. See, even hair stylist thinks that it isn't nice. My mum thinks that is because she wants to earn my money so that's why she says that. Ohh come on, you just think that yours is always better than others. I argue the whole morning with my mum and she just wouldn't listen to me. Can't she put herself into my shoes and think? Nevermind I will try means and ways to convince her.

Thursday, September 06, 2007

New hair cut

Today I went for a hair cut first before going to school. Actually my hair looks alright but behind is a bit too layered so it looks rather weird. If it is thicker, it will look nicer. Luckily I had a hair cut now instead of waiting till November because if I cut now and my hair is a bit short, there is still time for it to grow again. Haiz... I don't think I can perm my hair already. Maybe go for soft straightening? Haha! Will decide then. After that went to school for poa remedial until 1pm then I came back. Looks like I haven't touch on my revision today. Ok will do it later at night.

On the other hand, my mum thinks that my hair looks sucks. Ok fine, you don't know how to appreciate then forget it. You know what my mum told me, she said that is why she seldom bring me out because I AM SUCH A DISGRACE TO HER. I see! Fine then you jolly well don't bring me out anymore. My mum don't know many things ok. Hair is my most precious asset, it gives me the confident to do something. She said that if my hair is not up to her standard by dec, she won't bring me for the tour and wanted me to cut short. NO WAY! I am not going to cut short. I don't want it to be like last year. When my hair is short, it will curl on top and I really hate that. It is damn ugly ok. Am I living for the sake of you or myself? Hello, I am 17 years old already and I have the right to choose what I want and not being restricted to what you want me to look like. You have your own taste and I have mine. Why should I listen to you when there are so many people supporting me behind? She still say hair is the impression that you give people and when you go for interview or audition, if your hair is not up to standard, you are out! OMG! That is not a logic at all. Fine even if it is, just let me be it. If I have failed because of the logic that you gave me then I will learn my lesson from it. I would rather I experienced that failure then I will listen to what you say. If not whatever you say now, it will just never go into my brain.

Wednesday, September 05, 2007

Holiday trip

Yo! Good news here, my dad had booked on a holiday trip to Beijing this Dec. I am so excited. Haha! It is going to be an 8 days trip. Woohoo and we will be visiting hot spring and theme park too. It is going to be an exciting trip for me. But in the meantime, have to study hard so that I deserve this trip. =)

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

Sheautong's birthday

Yesterday and today went back to school for math remedial. Yijie and me went to orchard to get Sheautong's birthday presents. We shopped for the whole afternoon and finally decided on what to give her. Haha! We combined a few things together for her because there are 4 persons sharing. Today gave her the presents and she seemed to like it alot. Yeah! Yijie and we were so worried that she may not like it. Anyway luckily!

Holidays started and I had do some revision on math and science already and will be doing the rest the next few days, hopefully it helps. Have to make sure that I revise on every subject before school reopens.

Saturday, September 01, 2007

Irritating freak

Today can consider an unpleasant day because I got pestered by him again. He just wouldn't give up and I even told him I don't like guys with tiny eyes and fair skin and you know what he reply? He say that he will go and get tanned next week. My goodness! Don't like means don't like, why must he be so... as though I must accept him like that. What kind of people is this? Give last chance! Give last chance! Who do you think you are to deserve that chance? I don't like his look, his character and his everything la. Aiya why he just don't get it? No matter how he change, I also won't fall for him. Sickening fellow! All you know is just to say sorry and what else do you know? Do you think a sorry can change those facts that happen? Oh yah, he even swear. If you can't even keep a promise then forget about swearing. It doesn't make any difference at all. Too bad I don't trust you anymore let alone faith ok. Don't try to test my patience, I have a limit to it. If you have gone overboard, just prepare to see that another side of me. And don't be frightened or shocked by it then.

In order to get rid of him, I switched off my handphone for the whole afternoon. Felt really peaceful after that. Haha! This way works!