Hello all! I don't seem to have anything to do right now so I decided to update my blog. Haha! Well it's holidays now and the feeling is really good because I have all the time to do anything that I want, not like during school days when I had to put my studies at top priorty. Now shopping and piano to me is my very top priorty during this school holidays. As you know, I am jobless so I can't be doing shopping all the time. I have to have some income coming in and not going out all the time. I have quite a long "to buy list" here. Let me show you! Items are: pumps, brown leather bag, denim shorts, tops. Although there are only about 4 items but it can really cost me a bomb you know. Anyway I will try hunting for jobs if possible. Yeah will be meeting Yijie later for shopping as promised!

DAMN IT!!!!!!! I am extremely frustrated now. My grandma complained that I never help to look after my baby brother, my mum complained that I never play with him. Please I did ok! It's them who didn't realise it and they claimed that I didn't. Must I be doing that in front of them then they are satisfied? If you wanna compare, I wanna stress that my "BROTHER", 15 years old brother didn't look after my baby brother at all. Why must they always complain about me who is not doing so and not HIM!!!!!! That is so unfair. When something happens to my baby brother, it will be my fault. YES IT"S ALWAYS MINE!!! My brother didn't even spend some time just to play with my baby brother and yet all of them kept quiet about it. Who to blame? Just blame myself for being the eldest child and also being a girl so I have to bear a huge responsibility. Being the eldest totally sucks! We have to be the role model for our siblings so that they will follow our steps. When I am busy with my studies, my grandma will still ask me to take care of him even though my brother is playing his computer in the room. OMG!!!! What is this? Why is it me again? Can't he just spare that few minutes to take care of him? Even if I have done so, they don't even appreciate it and claimed that I didn't take care of him. I'm damn pissed off with this matter ok. I hope that I can get a job soon so I won't have to tolerate this. My patience is running out.

Ok I'm back! Exams have marked the end of this semester and yes I am on a holiday now. It's gonna be 7 weeks of holiday and I am still wondering what am I gonna do to spend my time wisely. Well somehow I think poly and secondary school life is really different. In secondary school, usually when it comes to holiday, I will be given a pile of assignments to be completed during the holidays so it's like I am not really having a holiday. Compared to poly life, holidays means holidays, no assignments to be done, all the time is yours and is up to you on how you wanna spend it. I am not really used to the life whereby every morning I wake up, I don't have to think about studies. Ok I better get back to the topic on what I wanna do during this holiday. Hmm.... Firstly, most important thing that I had to do is to PRACTICE my piano but I don't know why mine haven't arrive yet while my 2 other friends' have already arrive. That is so unfair lah! Secondly, I wanna work for like a few weeks. Because I just wanna earn some pocket money. Thirdly, haha I wanna sell all the things in my sales blog. That may be enough to help me earn some pocket money if I am unable to find a job with flexible timing.

Yesterday, I went for interview with my friends and cousin and after that, off on my shopping spree again. Haha it's so nice to be doing window shopping, have been doing online shopping for the past few weeks. Anyway didn't buy anything much because I'm really broke, shouldn't spend too much on unneccessary things.

I'm back again! I seldom blog these days because I am really busy with school. Projects have finally drawn a fullstop for this semester and as for this week, it's a study week for me but I still have to return to school for tests. It's over too and hopes that I do better this time round. In fact, it's the last few tests that I have taken in this semester. My next priority is to study really hard for exam next week, I only have 3 papers in total so I hope that I can manage my time well at home to study and do well for all 3 papers. Well I have also planned what I wanna do after exam. Haha! I prayed hard that my piano keyboard can arrive right after my exams are over so that I can practice the pieces. If I am not able to find a job, I will concentrate on playing piano and of course not forgetting my online shopping. Ok I think I better get back to study now.

Finally a busy week is over and it's time I take a short break before starting on my revision. Had been rushing out project for the past few days just for the 2 project presentation yesterday. It' been hard on my group members because they really put in alot of effort in this project and worse still, they stayed back in school until midnight to do it. Well it's over now and I think that we did pretty well for this project. Yeah! Thanks you girls!

I went to school early in the morning to do project until around 4pm. Then I left with Peiling to Plaza Singapura to meet my CCA members. After a while, we left for Marina Square and had our dinner there. Aloysius was extremely late so he met us there. Haha! Peiling and me went to shop a while, while the others have their dinner. And FOX is having a 50% off storewide. OMG!!! I saw alot of clothings that I like, so tempted to buy but afterall I am able to control my spending. =) After that, all of us proceed to watch FIREWORKS! I'm so excited. The fireworks is really beautiful and I took quite a few pictures of it. Lastly, we went to swensens to eat ice-cream. Cool right? Haha I had so much fun yesterday.